September 16, 2011

Well today started out horrible, I had went to bed last night with a horrible migraine and woke up with the same one. Thankfully it went away. I am excited because Eric is off tomorrow and we are having a date night and we are going to the derby tomorrow I cant wait. I love our date nights we dont get them very often. So they are great when we get to have them.
We got the paperwork in the mail today to order Lainey's headstone. it is going to be so pretty it has an angel and rose and it has her name and Infant Daughter of Eric and Amanda and it has Born Sleeping August 2, 2011 and has Our Precious Angel on it. Its gonna cost $364.00 which was alot less then I expected. I cant wait to see it in person!
Mom ordered my Angel necklace that has her birthstone in it, it should be in by the first and I'll take a picture and upload it so yall can see, I cant wait to see it, and wear it. It matches my Mother's Ring she got me too.
I have not heard from NILMDTS or Mamie's Poppy Plates and I wish I would because I am ready to see them. My pictures and my Memorial Plate with her footprints on it.
I made Lainey's Shadow Box the other day, it is hanging in our room but will go in the living room once it gets painted. It is so pretty I love it. It has her outfit and blanket from the hospital in it and a lock of her hair and her Lainey onesie that Catherine got her and her Hair bows that Andi and Nicole got her and her Harley outfit that PawPaw bought her. and on top is a photo frame with several photos in it and her rubber ducky from her baby shower cake and her eeyore i bought her. Also it has one of every flower from her grave in it, and her Obituary from the funeral home. it turned out so good. I will upload photos later of it.
Well I guess I am fixen to head to bed so I can be rested for my date night tomorrow. Goodnight all.

Some People

Ok so I am pregnent and my hormones are outta control and people tend to aggravate me easier than usual. So here I go on my soap box agian. GUYS IF YOU GET A GIRL PREGNANT STEP UP WE HAVE ENOUGH DEAD BEAT DADS IN THIS COUNTRY WITHOUT THE YOUNGER GENERATION FOLLOWING ON THAT PATH!!!!!!! Now with that said I'm tired of our generation being stupid, i mean for real guys come on...birth control is free at health dept. and so are condoms, do we really want our 13/14 year olds raising kids, they can't drive yet or have jobs i mean really have ya'll checked out formula prices lately...I HAVE and its gonna suck when my baby gets here and real life begins, am i scared not really but I'm 26 years old if i would throw me into this situation when i was 13/14 i would have been scared outta my mind. I just found out my 16 year old niece is pregnant, for real. I honestly dont know anymore Parents do you even know where your kids are or who they are with and what they are doing at all??? God help us all.

Life as a mommy-to-be

Well, so it's been a while since i have posted. My life has recently threw me some curveballs...and that's an understatement. Me and my Fiance' finally set a wedding date for June 4, 2011 and told everyone and was so excited, but then on December 22, 2010 I found out I was pregnant, needless to say plans are changing. I'm still planning my wedding for June I am just now planning for a baby to be due in August. You could say my life is a tad bit hectic at the moment. So far I am very much so enjoying being pregnant I have not been miserable but a few days and my "morning" sickness is now pretty much not happening...SO NOT COMPLAINNING, but so far i am loving being pregnant. I have got to hear the baby's heartbeat and at the end of march I get to find out pink or blue, either way it will be a biker baby :-) I am so nervous about labor...ok nervous don't cut it I am terrified! But I think all first time moms are. I am a tad bit upset I dont get to ride this summer on the harley with my family but it will not mean I am staying at home, I'll be driving a car or truck behind the bikes and enjoying the fun when we get to the destination. I WILL NOT BE RIDING!!! I feel that it is to much of a risk, even though I know some mommy-to-bes have not stopped riding, I pray for them because anything could happen, but it is their choice no matter how ridiculous i believe they are for risking not only the mother's life but the unborn child's also. I have recently been "getting ready for baby" which means my animal population has downsized I have 4 dogs as of now and I am in the process of finding a home for one more. I love my animals but my house is barely big enough for the humans in it no less the dogs and a newborn to boot. I love these mommy-to-bes that EVERYTHING is a facebook moment, I threw up all day today, I feel horrible, I hate everyone around me...well honey as much as you hate us, we are not so fond of you either, with your bad gas and raging hormones...I have my own problems and honestly don't give a sh*t about yours :-)....oops i guess that was my hormones. but honestly why does people think everyone on facebook wants to know EVERY detail of every minute of your day, you are not the first woman to be pregnant and are not the only one at this point nor will you be the last one, so keep your moments to yourself because no one else cares. harsh yes...truth...yes I'm just brave enough to say it out loud and online :-). one more point before I go, if all you can say is the bad about your pregnancy please don't post it WE DON'T CARE!!! now that I'm off my soap box, I have a loving fiance' who is dealing very well with my pregnancy and everything that goes with it and I love him so much, Also I have a mother who is a rock, and mother-in-law and father-in-law who are awesome and friends who are my support, me and my baby are so blessed and I love everyone for it. More to come later, and yes ultrasound pics will be posted :-)