Life as a mommy-to-be

Well, so it's been a while since i have posted. My life has recently threw me some curveballs...and that's an understatement. Me and my Fiance' finally set a wedding date for June 4, 2011 and told everyone and was so excited, but then on December 22, 2010 I found out I was pregnant, needless to say plans are changing. I'm still planning my wedding for June I am just now planning for a baby to be due in August. You could say my life is a tad bit hectic at the moment. So far I am very much so enjoying being pregnant I have not been miserable but a few days and my "morning" sickness is now pretty much not happening...SO NOT COMPLAINNING, but so far i am loving being pregnant. I have got to hear the baby's heartbeat and at the end of march I get to find out pink or blue, either way it will be a biker baby :-) I am so nervous about labor...ok nervous don't cut it I am terrified! But I think all first time moms are. I am a tad bit upset I dont get to ride this summer on the harley with my family but it will not mean I am staying at home, I'll be driving a car or truck behind the bikes and enjoying the fun when we get to the destination. I WILL NOT BE RIDING!!! I feel that it is to much of a risk, even though I know some mommy-to-bes have not stopped riding, I pray for them because anything could happen, but it is their choice no matter how ridiculous i believe they are for risking not only the mother's life but the unborn child's also. I have recently been "getting ready for baby" which means my animal population has downsized I have 4 dogs as of now and I am in the process of finding a home for one more. I love my animals but my house is barely big enough for the humans in it no less the dogs and a newborn to boot. I love these mommy-to-bes that EVERYTHING is a facebook moment, I threw up all day today, I feel horrible, I hate everyone around me...well honey as much as you hate us, we are not so fond of you either, with your bad gas and raging hormones...I have my own problems and honestly don't give a sh*t about yours :-)....oops i guess that was my hormones. but honestly why does people think everyone on facebook wants to know EVERY detail of every minute of your day, you are not the first woman to be pregnant and are not the only one at this point nor will you be the last one, so keep your moments to yourself because no one else cares. harsh yes...truth...yes I'm just brave enough to say it out loud and online :-). one more point before I go, if all you can say is the bad about your pregnancy please don't post it WE DON'T CARE!!! now that I'm off my soap box, I have a loving fiance' who is dealing very well with my pregnancy and everything that goes with it and I love him so much, Also I have a mother who is a rock, and mother-in-law and father-in-law who are awesome and friends who are my support, me and my baby are so blessed and I love everyone for it. More to come later, and yes ultrasound pics will be posted :-)